Common Joe, I DID NOT expect any text like that from you. Hey Baby stop whining! You do not have to lock yourself up to EXPLORE Life and write about it. Life is so fucking beautiful, and unpredictable, and amazing every second of it. Have you read Cosmos yet by Carl Sagan. Hey read it and reread it again and again. It will totally and complitely wake you up. I am twice older than you, maybe, but I did not notice any of this fucking Covid19... LOL I was so busy with my honeymoon year!!! Honestly, do you want me to adopt you? Then you will run 2 miles up the hill easily, you will do at least 50 pushaps and situps, you will dance like crazy at the night club and all the beautiful ladies will be dreaming about being with the guy like you!!! Hey I have read your story and, sorry big guy, I did not enjoy it... Stay positive! Stay Happy and Healthy! And I guarantee you God will help you out. Enjoying talking to you. Michael B-), with Love...